Hey guys! ^_^
I know I don’t write on here enough. This blog is kind of pointless at this time really, I think. lol. I’ll post or reblog a photo here and then and that is about it. I never really know what to write about. If I wrote about my day to day life it would probably bore you all to death, lol. People think I live this mysterious, crazy, and grand extravagance, and I suppose in some peoples eyes I do. I just consider myself quirky, outbursty and boring! I do things I suppose a bit out the ordinary at times but I think everyone else is considerably boring trying to fit in with whats “cool.” lol.
This year has definatley been a bit of a quiet one but I did need it so. My past years have been incredibly eventful and I learned so very much, it has matured me into something I never knew I’d become. But we won’t get into that today.
Well to share an evening with me, as of this moment… I am sitting on my bed with 3 jumbo pillows at my back. I am in a baby doll tee and undies, drinking water and other herbs to cure my sickness. It doesn’t help that Simon, a 14 yeard old son of a bitch cat is lying next to my arm purring, & helping my sinuses get just worse than it already is lol. I actually would be out drinking wine or what it would feel to be a Jack Daniels & coke night at some local bar conversing with my fellow mates.
Being sick is what finally nailed me down from going out after all these weeks. It has given me time to think about many things I think I should be taking the time to think about. I realize I have been such a horrible person and not text many people back. And not that I dislike any one of my awesome friends for that matter, but I simply forget. I forget to even call my boss or schedule crucial appointments for my slow deteriorating medical condition. But its about on tract, nothing to worry about. I’m horrible with timing. The universe and I will never see eye to eye on that hahaha. I do try I swear it. Things happen to happen to me that deter time.
I haven’t exercise in a bit of a while, I’d say I’ve gained a good 5 pounds, straight to my ass and thighs. All thanks to Kenyan food, Hungarian food and a soon to be gargantuan 10 pound pumpkin pie I’m requesting from Costco. Hahaha, man I LOVE pimpkin pie, WITH, whip cream. =)
Lets see, with my romance and love life I’ve had a meaningful discussion with a great friend the other day and concluded I have never been truely in love with someone. I do sometimes wonder who will be the one to sweep me, in true honesty, off my feet. I am in no rush lol, but it would be rather nice to have someone to kiss, love and hug some nights. Get lost in thier eyes….hold at night, and hold his hand and wish you didn’t have to let go. I would imagine I’d smile everytime I see his face, even if I just saw him in the hallway and stroll in to brush my huge teeth while he shaves or something. Lol. One day =)
Well I’ll do my best to update an actual blog a lot more so I don’t end up writing a bibliography about myself like I just did.
And I promise I’ll get to answering many of your questions in later blogs. And apologies for any typos, I could bearly see my screen being so stuffy and sick. =_=
I’m going to get back to watching my favorite anime of all time which is Howl’s Moving Castle ^_^ and make a cup of warm sugar’d milk.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
-Vanessa